Ug. PMS, new fat weight is 157. I hate this.

I'm in the process of a life makeover. I want to carve out a life plan complete with health, work, and family goals. When I've hammered out the game plan, I'll let you know. I want these goals to be realistic, measureable, and incremental.

Is perfection realistic? Sure! If it's your personal version of perfection. Is being 5'10" perfection for ME? No, because I'm 5'3". My goals will lead me to perfection on my own terms and in a day or two, I'm taking you along for the ride.

P.S.

The good thing is, my new 'fat day' weight is lower by 5 lbs. Now, when I'm fat, it's because I've hit 155-156. Down 4-5lbs since last month. I suppose SOME progress has been made.... all is not lost.

I suck. Not in a good way, either.

I've done nothing productive or good in the time since I last posted and it's been over a month. I really must get my act together. The only thing really swell I've done is dig a couple of ponds in the back yard. The whole thing is almost done, I just need to finish the border and plant a few things. It's so freakin' hot outside, though, that it's hard to get anything done.

I'm going to re-evaluate my goals, the list, everything. I'm extremely disappointed in myself.